WE BOTH HAVE PROBLEM. NO BLAME!

"Siapa yg bermasalah lai? kau kah? " 

I once pernah kena tanya this STUPID Questions... Masih i ingat the exact words she said... Hmmm.. i just stare at her till she walked away..

Busy Body sangat manusia itu.. nada soalan lain ke nak tanya? .. haishhh

i just stare at her sebab she old.. nya org .. org tua mesti kitani hormati.. hmmm. mun ikut kan perasaan memang i tampar je.. LOL!

Well to answer her Questions..

We both have problems... tiada ada siapa nak disalahkan dalam hal ani.. Syukur alhamdulillah atas semua dugaan diberi. so kami suami isteri tidak menyalahkan satu sama lain kenapa kami belum dikurniakan zuriat..

Hubby - LOW SPERM + HERNIA + VILITIGO

Wife - OVERWEIGHT + PCOS + IRREGULAR PERIOD

Permasalahan kesihatan kami sedikit sebanyak menyumbang kepada TTC Journey.. 

Back in 2010.. Hubby Sperm Count done at RIPAS. that time his sperm count was ok.. about 100mil (no wash) masatu hubby pun belum diagnose untuk masalah Hernia dan Vilitigo lagi.. so kami inda expectlah yang Suami ada masalah kesuburan. as for me.. i memang ada masalah period tidak teratur sejak bujang. my cycle was 4-6 bulan apart. so dlm setahun tu i period dlm 3-4 kali saja.. mcmana kan pregnant?? tapi we did get pregnant in 2009 tapi Dr ckp it was chemical Pregnancy where Beta Hcg only 7 masatu..

Me Struggling still with Irregular Period.. and Blood Test done and Diagnose with Insulin Interlorance. Masa ani tah i start gain wieght drasticly! im tall.. so my ideal weight is 75-80kg and i went up to 105kg! meanwhile hubby in 2011 finally i managed to force him to go to Ripas Skin Specialist about his white patches yang makin hari makin banyak and merebak.. mula2 hanya small spot di dagu and now spreading seluruh badan, espcially kalau bekas kesan luka dan terkena chemical (even sabun cuci pinggan). 

so he was diagnose to have a type of skin cancer called Vilitigo. which the Late Michael Jackson have which made him bleach his skin. Vilitigo also contribute to Infertility... but no research had confirmed it .. YET..

"Vitiligo is a chronic skin disease that causes de pigmentation of skin.  The pigment that determines the color of body, hair and eye.  Common areas of the skin that lose pigment are face, hand leg, arm and genital areas.  In this area white spot are developed. Frequently this white spot will spread.  While the exact cause of Vitiligo is not known,Immunological attack on melanocyte is the main reason for Vitiligo.  As a result, skin starts losing its pigment, and white patches appears on the skin.

Ok put aside about Vilitigo... on 2013 kami buat IUI pertama after a year trying ovulation induction with no success. i even done HSG and Lapastropy which end up my peranakan is Normal and Healthy. then hubby Sperm Dialysis done.. and kedapatan lah Suami sperm count low. that time was only 68 THOUSAND with 30% motility. i still remember air muka hubby ketika itu.. he seems depressed for few month after. especially bila 3x IUI done inda sukses. seems he blaming himself for it.. i was also told to have PCOS. dimana my eggs inda growing on its own and Clomid didnt really works on me.. its been a depressing year for us..

Why Low Sperm Count turun mendadak? ok well.. hubby had this Hernia since belum kawin lagi.. where one of his ball had grown bigger than the other. and even he complain sakit and fullness down there.. so after forcing him again to seek treatment.. finally in 2014 we went to AE dept.. and we were asked to come again next day to Surgical Specialist. and Surgery is scheduled 2 weeks after because hubby hernia worse sudah. Dr xplain that his hernia cause by urat bertindih/muscle collapse which causing the sperm inda keluar during ejaculation. perhaps berkumpul dlm sag atu for years and years.. OMG! that explains why his sperm count low drastically. Dr also said due to late treatment. ia telah menyebabkan sperm production tidak sehat dan mengambil masa untuk berfungsi secara normal semula. 

CONCLUSION after those years... my Hormonal Problems and Hubby Sperm Problem menyebabkan kami susah kan hamil. eventho pernah chemical and early misscariage. 

Not Healthy Sperm + Not Healthy Womb = NOT HEALTHY PREGNANCY  Sigh!

But.despides all odds. alhamdulillah after 1 year+ after Hernia surgery we decided to do another IUI.. and this time we decided buat d JPMC. 1st appt hubby Sperm count analysis came back 68million with 80% motility. Alhamdulillah.. its had improved walaupun inda banyak. EVEN we get Pregnant on the !st IUI at JPMC (5th IUI).. eventho end up Ectopic. at 9W+ .. One of the baby implanted on the LEFT tube. which end up removed. (More Story on this at NEXT Entry)

NOW 2016.. done another 4x IUI after ectopic (9x IUI altogether)... we still trying... Inshallah we going to try for IVF with ICSI method soon... Still menabung $$  because its kinda costly.. inda apa.. Wang boleh dicari.. yang penting ikhtiar...

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